...run away. Be away. I just want to feel that I am, alive. If you would ask me what I did yesterday, I could hardly answer. Because I don't know. One day like the other. I feel good, I feel sad- but in the end it doesn't matter. I wanna be. And I can't, because I am suck somewhere where I don't wanna be. I don't feel life much. Time passes by and I am not growing. And mostly it is my fault I guess, everything is so apathetical. And I know I should be happy and I really am. I feel so great and I love to live. I never had a time in my life like this one. Everything seems to fit. Everything but me. I feel like I am hidden somewhere, where I can't find myself.
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